Why Independent Women Struggle in Relationships (and How to Embrace Connection)

For much of my life, I’ve been proud of my independence. I grew up valuing practicality, earning my own money, and being able to take care of myself. As a teenager I even used to wear the title of “tomboy” like a badge of honor. I believed that splitting things 50/50 and never relying on anyone was the ultimate sign of strength.

But beneath that pride was a quiet guilt—an unease that crept in whenever I leaned on someone else. I’d tell myself, I shouldn’t need anyone; I should be able to handle this on my own. And while independence served me in many ways, it also created walls I didn’t even realize I was building.

The Role of Independence and Connection in Relationships

Looking back, I can see how my independence wasn’t always about empowerment—it was also about fear. Fear of being let down. Fear of losing control. Fear of trusting someone else to hold things together. These fears often create barriers to finding balance between independence and connection in relationships, leaving us feeling isolated despite our strength.

I still catch myself slipping into old habits. The need to control can creep into my relationships in subtle ways. That underlying thought—If I don’t manage it, something will go wrong; people can’t be trusted—still whispers in the background at times.

Independence became my safety net, but it also became my shield. I thought I was protecting myself, but what I was really doing was keeping people at arm’s length.

Practical Tip:

• The next time you feel the urge to take control, pause and ask yourself, What’s the worst that could happen if I let go? Start small—delegate a task or let your partner plan a date without your input. Notice how it feels to release control, even in small ways.

The “I Don’t Need a Man” Mindset

For years, I bought into the idea that saying “I don’t need a man” was empowering. It felt like a declaration of strength, a way to prove that I could stand on my own two feet. And while there’s truth in being self-sufficient, I’ve learned that there’s also strength in allowing yourself to need.

The truth is, needing isn’t weakness—it’s human. When we deny our need for connection, we deny a fundamental part of ourselves. Men, especially masculine men, want to contribute, to support, to be part of our life. If we’re unwilling to receive, what role is left for them to play?

Practical Tip:

• Practice receiving in small, everyday moments. Let someone hold the door for you, offer to help, or pay for coffee. Instead of saying, “You don’t have to,” try saying, “Thank you.” Notice how it feels to simply receive without guilt or the need to reciprocate immediately.

How Control Can Block Connection

One of the hardest lessons I’ve had to learn (and am still learning) is that control doesn’t create safety—it kills connection. True intimacy requires trust. It requires letting go, not in a powerless way, but in a way that allows space for two people to show up fully.

I’ve come to realize that masculine men are drawn to women who create space for them to lead—not because she can’t, but because she chooses to trust. This doesn’t mean abandoning our independence or silencing our voice. It means balancing our strength with softness, your ambition with openness.

It’s not about being perfect or having it all figured out. For me, it’s about noticing when I’m gripping too tightly and choosing, little by little, to let go.

Practical Tip:

• Start a journal practice where you reflect on moments when you felt the need to control. Ask yourself: What was I afraid of? What would it have looked like to trust instead? Over time, you’ll start to notice patterns and opportunities to lean into trust.

From Fierce Independence to Balanced Interdependence

I’m not here to tell you to give up your independence. I haven’t, and I never will. But what I’ve learned is that independence doesn’t have to mean isolation. It’s possible to be strong and still let someone in.

Interdependence is the balance between standing on your own and leaning into love. It’s about knowing you can handle things on your own but choosing to share the journey with someone else. For me, this has meant embracing vulnerability, even when it feels scary, and learning how independence and connection in relationships can coexist beautifully.

Practical Tip:

• Practice interdependence by identifying one area where you can invite your partner (or someone close to you) to contribute. Whether it’s asking for advice, sharing a task, or simply expressing how you feel, these small moments of collaboration build trust and connection.

Reflection: Are You Creating Space for Love?

If you’ve ever felt like love is harder than it should be, take a moment to reflect on these questions:

• Am I leaving space for someone to show up for me?

• Do I see vulnerability as a weakness?

• Am I open to receiving, or do I always feel the need to give and manage?

  
  

These aren’t easy questions to answer, and I’m still exploring them myself. But I’ve found that the more I soften into love and receptivity, the more I feel connected—not just to my partner, but to myself.

Final Thought: The Beauty of the Journey

This isn’t a blog post about how I’ve figured it all out. I’m still on this journey, learning to balance independence with connection, strength with softness. Some days, I get it right. Other days, the old fears creep back in.

But what I’ve come to realize is that independence can build incredible lives, but interdependence builds incredible love. The question isn’t whether you need a man—it’s whether you’re brave enough to let one in.

And maybe, just maybe, the real strength lies not in doing it all alone, but in allowing yourself to share the weight, the joy, and the beauty of life with someone else.

Practical Tip:

• Remember, this journey is about progress, not perfection. Celebrate the small wins—whether it’s letting go of control in one situation or simply saying “yes” when someone offers to help. Every step matters.

What about you? Have you ever struggled with balancing independence and connection in relationships? Share your thoughts below!. 💬

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 Laura x

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